To say I have absolutely zero feelings for him would be a lie
I don’t think I’ll ever get to that point
When you give someone your heart they keep a small piece of it, always
What I can say now is that I’m at peace
He has his own path and I have mine
I’ve learned to trust the Universe and its guidance
It’s uncanny how life seems to be ever-conspiring in our favor. Like dominoes every commitment I have in my life has somehow fallen over the past 6 months. I no longer have anything anchoring me down to the current direction of my life, and for once in a very very long time I see the path the Universe has cleared before me. It’s as if I’ve gone down a reverse check list and unchecked everything that could hold me back or keep me from leaving this place.
Why I Should Stay in SF
Desire to find gay friends, uncheck
Significant other, uncheck
Commitment to be there for my grandparents’ finals days, uncheck
Having my own apartment, uncheck
My job, uncheck
And now is the time for me to do what in the past I’ve been too scared to do. I feel now the time is right. I’m extremely fortune to have this resource that only a handful of people in the world can use. It’s an opportunity that’s been so under-utilized—that is until now. I’ve decided that I am going to travel to world this summer. The prospect is frightening and exhilarating but I know that this is the path the Universe wants me to follow.